Being Scared.
- Everybody says it’s best to be a child. But that’s stupid. Kids are scared all the time. You know how scared they are?
- Very scared?
-So what is your view on marriage?
-Umm. I don’t know. I never thought of it.
-Hmm. You haven’t thought of it.
-I mean, I never had to. You know, nobody talks about it at home. We hardly talk.
(Looks down into plate and nods.) –Get me some fruit.
So you never discussed this.
-Maybe I did. Not really, very keenly. Maybe I did.
-Oh god, she’s drunk again.
-I am not!
-I told you not to let her drink so much.
-But I’m not drunk.
-Look at you, what is she going to tell her parents.
I told you not to let her drink.
-(Everybody giggles)
-Take her away. (Expletives).
-No, I’m not drunk. I can walk, see, I can. Don’t worry.
-Shut up. Shut up! Go, puke. Puke.
-About your assignment. The music was (lost his words). But I think you should have done better. Your pictures could have been better.
-No, it was mediocre.
- (Looks down) Mediocre.
- Yes, well, you are smarter than this.
-But.
-No, it was mediocre.
- (Looks down) Mediocre.
I am 20 and and a half and there's still so much to be wary of.
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posted by De.vile at 11:52 AM
8 Comments:
honey, it gets better.
Your blog is honest and refreshing, and relatable.
there's plenty to be wary of, but you're plenty smart enough to decipher the pieces. deciphering yourself is often the most difficult, though.
(that'll be 5 cents, please.)
I have been trying to post a comment for 3 days but my computer has been acting up so I will try it again....
If the assholes dont like your art it only means that you are on the right track. I loved this post sweety, its great to have you back.
One can either live ones life in fear and do nothing.
Or one can live.
It... is very difficult to be a free person... I can only say that as your friend, i support your choices.
S.x
you sound as cheerful as the death-knell. Things being bad to you, Saturnyne?
i miss you.
i miss you, Ashes
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