Monday, January 25, 2010

Diary entry for today

I'm riding on the wave of this storm. It may be scary from the outside but on the inside it just seems like a very long wait. I'd like to believe it is just that. I've grown to be quite hefty and my interest in things has waned to a 5-second fling. I'd like to believe that it is temporary. In fact, I'm fighting for it to be just that.

Maybe trouble isn't this, it's what lies ahead. And maybe, this is the worst.

The future is so full of possibilities

9 Comments:

Blogger Mili said...

Don't give in. Ever.

11:16 AM  
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12:04 AM  
Blogger Mili said...

it wasn't a cry for help. maybe understanding.
i feel older than my 20 years. or maybe too young. or maybe it has nothing to do with age. maybe it just the world around me.
you loved him didn't you. < shrugs>

12:04 AM  
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2:07 AM  
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2:09 AM  
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2:10 AM  
Blogger Mili said...

get over what? the world?

i always thought i helped his madness. bt now i guess i was the one mad all dis time. bt then maybe we all r. at least with the kind of world we live in we must be. and we attract each other out.
n if getting over means regarding him, then theres nthin to get over. we happily together. at least until now.
n the part u trying to play with me , i play with him everyday.grin. and a few more lost souls i find along the way.

2:11 AM  
Blogger Mili said...

n yeah lemme know if u want his no anything. i don't broach your subject with him so i cant ask him.
n i can only think of echoes when u say meddle. specially with him- i am you and what i see is me.

2:13 AM  
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